Post by Barbed Wire Butterfly on Oct 21, 2005 15:29:50 GMT -5
[glow=red,2,300]~ Where should I start? I'd like to think that I'm loving, caring, kind, partial to others. I'd like to say that I'm a solid person. Truth being, I'm about as stable as an exposed electrical wire near a puddle of kerosene.
I've had to be the strong one for many people. So getting me to share things in my life isn't a trip to Walmart. It's the zoo with kindergardeners. My sister needed me when we were growing up, so in a way you can consider me a person with a lost childhood. ..In high school I hung out with people who demanded attention all the time or they would be dramatically out of sorts. Now that I've graduated..I have a daughter. A beautiful daughter. She's beyond anything I could have ever pictured. I always thought that I could do things on my own.. I always thought that I could handle anything and everything. Every inch of her shows that there's something good in this world worth getting through. I have to be there for her now. Even if it means getting help from other people. I'm still here..I'm still listening. Because leaning one way or another on supports is what makes every person strong. We all have our moments. I tend to fall apart at the seems when the lights go out and the suns departed. There's nothing but cold silence to hear my tears. Well...I know now, because of this place. I have something wonderful. I have something Grand. I thank you all. Everyone who offers to help, everyone who stands at my side.
I graduated high school with hopes of becoming an NP. A nursing practitioner. In order to get there I have to work my way up the ladder. I love taking care of people. I love making them laugh and feel better so they can move on. I'll start my classes up next spring. Pre-requisite courses. So as I can become a LPN. I passed my cna exam in the summer of 05. I was so excited.
That's me. In and out. well save for the fact my eyes are so brown you can see exactly how full of poop I really am.
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I've had to be the strong one for many people. So getting me to share things in my life isn't a trip to Walmart. It's the zoo with kindergardeners. My sister needed me when we were growing up, so in a way you can consider me a person with a lost childhood. ..In high school I hung out with people who demanded attention all the time or they would be dramatically out of sorts. Now that I've graduated..I have a daughter. A beautiful daughter. She's beyond anything I could have ever pictured. I always thought that I could do things on my own.. I always thought that I could handle anything and everything. Every inch of her shows that there's something good in this world worth getting through. I have to be there for her now. Even if it means getting help from other people. I'm still here..I'm still listening. Because leaning one way or another on supports is what makes every person strong. We all have our moments. I tend to fall apart at the seems when the lights go out and the suns departed. There's nothing but cold silence to hear my tears. Well...I know now, because of this place. I have something wonderful. I have something Grand. I thank you all. Everyone who offers to help, everyone who stands at my side.
I graduated high school with hopes of becoming an NP. A nursing practitioner. In order to get there I have to work my way up the ladder. I love taking care of people. I love making them laugh and feel better so they can move on. I'll start my classes up next spring. Pre-requisite courses. So as I can become a LPN. I passed my cna exam in the summer of 05. I was so excited.
That's me. In and out. well save for the fact my eyes are so brown you can see exactly how full of poop I really am.
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