Post by Gibby on Nov 13, 2005 22:02:17 GMT -5
.....ok,...so usually I go for lengths of time and don't remember any dreams, and then I'll wake up one night remembering a dream I had that night, and usually have a week where I wake up remembering my dreams. This run of dreams has been different.....it's like it is the flip of that. I've gone for about 2 months or more, perhaps, where I have remembered my dreams, and only a handful of days where I haven't....
...but I digress.....so this dream isn't very long, but I thought if any would be able to shed some light on if it really did mean anything significant, or not, someone here might be able....~cough~Pandie~coughcough~ Just kidding....but if anyone has any ideas,...please share away.
...so, i was standing outside, in the middle of this courtyard, it was a bright fall day ....it was like a college courtyard,...larger and more room than perhaps a high school courtyard. There were buildings around in a square, with a walkway of concrete inside of that, then a small brick wall. only up to my waist, separating the walkway from the grassy square area in the middle. But this was a large area in the middle,...like a field....but bright green grass...there were groups of kids/young adults/mid to late 20s around, people my age...I was standing by the wall, on the concrete, lookng over at another group standing down the wall..i feel like i knew them in the dream, though i couldn't tell who they were. they are all dressed up in halloween costumes,..cuz it's halloween,...well, around then, i dont know if it's acutally halloween or not,...but i do not think that it's weird that they are in costumes, because i'm in one too. They are all dressed as cowboys and cowgirls..i am too, dressed as a cowgirl. though not as cute or as full blown out as they are. I have a cowboy hat and boots,...but then jeans and a plaid cowboy-ish shirt. I call over to them with a hello. They ask me if i want to play. I tell them ok, as i already know what they are playing. They ask me what which side i'm on. I say "Cowboys". They all smile and say, great! I ask what I should do, and they tell me to come over. I walk over to them, and they tell me to stay there and guard the base, and their stuff. Then they all run off, and I'm left by myself.
So I am standing there watching all their stuff and surveying the grassy area, when someone walks up to me. It's a boy I knew in Middle School and High School, (so more than 6 years ago) though wasn't really friends with. He was not one of the popular kids, but a lot more popular than I was. He came up to me and was like, "hey, what's going on?" And i told him that i was playing with the group. I went on to tell him that I was a cowboy, and explained that I had had a really cute cowgirl skirt on, but it was too cold, so i put the jeans on. ~though thinking about it now, no one had jackets on and the sun was out, shrugs and continues~We made some small talk, and then he was like, you want to take a walk? I told him that i couldn't leave cuz i was watching everyone's stuff. And as i said this, i looked down, and all the stuff was gone. So I said, " Alright, sure", confused as to when everyone came and got their stuff. so we started walking, and talked about random stuff. I felt completely at ease when i was with him. Then he grabbed my hand and I let him. Then as we walked, we were still talking ,and then he leaned in closer and put his arm around me and whispered in my ear. He leaned in and was going to kiss me on the cheek, when i stopped him, and was like, " I have a boyfriend." And he was like "so?" and gave me this smile. We kept on walking and i was questioning if it was right to keep walking.
...that was when i woke up....
I've never been in someplace like this before, or was not conscience of what day it was. And it was weird. This guy, when I knew him, was not sooo friendly, we didn't really talk at all after the Middle School, and was sort of a jerk. But in my dream, he was all sweet and charming.
~shrugs~ now that i've gone back and re-read and re-read this, I'm not sure if anyone else reading it would be able to make sense from it. But I have been thinking about it all day today and yesterday, so I thought I should get it out. I might come back and edit it later.
...but I digress.....so this dream isn't very long, but I thought if any would be able to shed some light on if it really did mean anything significant, or not, someone here might be able....~cough~Pandie~coughcough~ Just kidding....but if anyone has any ideas,...please share away.
...so, i was standing outside, in the middle of this courtyard, it was a bright fall day ....it was like a college courtyard,...larger and more room than perhaps a high school courtyard. There were buildings around in a square, with a walkway of concrete inside of that, then a small brick wall. only up to my waist, separating the walkway from the grassy square area in the middle. But this was a large area in the middle,...like a field....but bright green grass...there were groups of kids/young adults/mid to late 20s around, people my age...I was standing by the wall, on the concrete, lookng over at another group standing down the wall..i feel like i knew them in the dream, though i couldn't tell who they were. they are all dressed up in halloween costumes,..cuz it's halloween,...well, around then, i dont know if it's acutally halloween or not,...but i do not think that it's weird that they are in costumes, because i'm in one too. They are all dressed as cowboys and cowgirls..i am too, dressed as a cowgirl. though not as cute or as full blown out as they are. I have a cowboy hat and boots,...but then jeans and a plaid cowboy-ish shirt. I call over to them with a hello. They ask me if i want to play. I tell them ok, as i already know what they are playing. They ask me what which side i'm on. I say "Cowboys". They all smile and say, great! I ask what I should do, and they tell me to come over. I walk over to them, and they tell me to stay there and guard the base, and their stuff. Then they all run off, and I'm left by myself.
So I am standing there watching all their stuff and surveying the grassy area, when someone walks up to me. It's a boy I knew in Middle School and High School, (so more than 6 years ago) though wasn't really friends with. He was not one of the popular kids, but a lot more popular than I was. He came up to me and was like, "hey, what's going on?" And i told him that i was playing with the group. I went on to tell him that I was a cowboy, and explained that I had had a really cute cowgirl skirt on, but it was too cold, so i put the jeans on. ~though thinking about it now, no one had jackets on and the sun was out, shrugs and continues~We made some small talk, and then he was like, you want to take a walk? I told him that i couldn't leave cuz i was watching everyone's stuff. And as i said this, i looked down, and all the stuff was gone. So I said, " Alright, sure", confused as to when everyone came and got their stuff. so we started walking, and talked about random stuff. I felt completely at ease when i was with him. Then he grabbed my hand and I let him. Then as we walked, we were still talking ,and then he leaned in closer and put his arm around me and whispered in my ear. He leaned in and was going to kiss me on the cheek, when i stopped him, and was like, " I have a boyfriend." And he was like "so?" and gave me this smile. We kept on walking and i was questioning if it was right to keep walking.
...that was when i woke up....
I've never been in someplace like this before, or was not conscience of what day it was. And it was weird. This guy, when I knew him, was not sooo friendly, we didn't really talk at all after the Middle School, and was sort of a jerk. But in my dream, he was all sweet and charming.
~shrugs~ now that i've gone back and re-read and re-read this, I'm not sure if anyone else reading it would be able to make sense from it. But I have been thinking about it all day today and yesterday, so I thought I should get it out. I might come back and edit it later.
