Hallie
Starbound Butterfly
Life's Oxymoron
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Oct 28, 2005 17:50:21 GMT -5
Post by Hallie on Oct 28, 2005 17:50:21 GMT -5
Yeah. I am the queen of recurring dreams it would seem.
This one, I'm in a neighborhood that I've known for many years. I know all of the side streets and everything like the back of my hand... But, I am younger, like about 7 or 8, and I'm trying to walk home. Now, judging from where I start, it is only two blocks, and ultimately about a 5 minute walk back to where I feel I am uspposed to be in the dream. But, as I start walking, the scenery changes... I still recognize the place, but I feel lost... the trees distort and change as if mocking me. The colors drain out of the dream until everything is in muted colors... not exactly black and white, but not exactly technicolor, either. My skin took on an ashen color, as did everything else... like someone put a filter over the lense that was filming the scene or something... But, the scenery was distorted... and kept distorting more as I walked. I kept walking, and the feeling of dread just kept sinking into my chest, smothering me with doubts.
When it feels like I'm really suffocating from the panic, I wake up shaking and disoriented... It really freaks me out, and I've been having it off and on since I was in Grade School... about the 4th or 5th grade...
Obviously its a nightmare, and I'm open to interpretations.
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Oct 30, 2005 11:12:56 GMT -5
Post by PandieCandii on Oct 30, 2005 11:12:56 GMT -5
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Hallie
Starbound Butterfly
Life's Oxymoron
Posts: 205
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Lost
Oct 30, 2005 15:20:46 GMT -5
Post by Hallie on Oct 30, 2005 15:20:46 GMT -5
I just wish whatever the situation is would hurry and stabilize already... its been the same dream since I was like 10. That's 16 years of having the same dream over and over again. It starts getting rather annoying after the...err...300th time or so. Maybe my subconscious mind is sadistic ...or would that be masochistic...? And likes the feeling of being lost? *Snickers* I never put anything past my own mind...
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