why...

[Pixie]

why am I even still here? it's not like I truly have anything worthwhile to contribute......and when I do try to post things hoping that maybe someone will reach into the darkness that I am being swallowed by and bring me some light there is no one there....not that I should be surprised...after all I am not worth having around-not worth the time to say thank you if I have done something nice for someone..not worth the effort to be nice to....so I shall remain in the dark corner that is my world-no longer trying to reach out to others just to be rejected and ignored.....and slowly fade from everyone's memories

[blue rhapsody]

Honey, you ARE worth the time and effort, and you DO have something worthwhile to contribute. You've always been here for the rest of us, offering support and hugs. I appreciate that so much. If you ever need somebody to talk to, you can always PM me and I'll give you my messengers...I'm up all the time working on homework (college student lol). *hugs*

[Pixie]

that's what I do-I give all that I have all the time and yet I try to reach out to people and I might just as well be invisible.....it hurts too much to keep trying......and then just feeling like an afterthought and a friend when there is no one else for anyone to talk to.......and yet I cannot walk away....my messengers are on my profile-if you wish to add me that's fine

[Pixie]

it has been pointed out to me by the one person I know is my friend and that truly cares that the reason why I am so often left alone is because my depression just brings everyone else down-I am sorry-I am who and what I am and apparently that is someone that makes others uncomfortable to be around no matter what I try to do-I do not know how to change myself.....so all I can do is apologise once more and just learn to accept my solitude and stop burdening others