Post by Pixie on Jan 20, 2006 2:55:16 GMT -5
I sit here once more crying and feeling like I am an annoyance to those that call me friend-I have lost the urge to message almost anyone because I just feel like I am a bother-I have given up more or less on RP anywhere except on boards-and even that is a struggle-I can't seem to break out of this cycle and it gets harder and harder to hide it-once again I sit here and wonder if anyone would even notice or care if I just stopped showing up online-if I stopped turning on my messengers would anyone send an email or pick up a phone to see if I was still alive.......more and more I feel as if the answer to that would be a big fat NO! *just slips away in her puddle of tears*
