So It's Another Goodbye.

[PandieCandii]

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[Gibby]

If you think that admitting yourself is the best thing for you to do, then I say to do it. Sometimes we need help.....and there is nothing wrong with that.

Does Chris know that you have been having these suicide thoughts and that he has been your rock? When he leaves, it's not going to be goodbye....just...until later. Since he is going to be moving, you think that you won't ever talk to him again?

And if you do leave, or admit yourself....it won't be goodbye....just,...until later. ~smiles and huggles~And I don't think anyone would hold it against you in the slightest.

[Hallie]

I've been admitted into a psychiatric hospital for suicide thoughts twice, and its not that bad. Most times they only keep you for three days or until they feel that you are no longer a threat to yourself. Its not goodbye forever, hunnie... and we'll all be here waiting for you when you return. You can't help anyone else until you have helped yourself, and you have to remember that you are more important right now than anyone else.

I'm really sorry to hear that the order didn't come out right. I'm even more sorry to hear that he's leaving sooner. I wish you two had more time to spend together... But, from what I hear from your story, it definately won't be the last you see of Chris. What you two have is far beyond the bounds of normal friendship, and stuff like that ends up being like a strong magnet... the attraction will remain no matter how far apart you two are separated.

*Smirks* Too bad there aren't more guys out there like him... Cause I sure would like to meet one... even if just for friendship.

Anyway... you take care of yourself, hunnie... You take care of yourself and get better. We're rooting for you and will be waiting for you when you come back.

[Pixie]

honey maybe just possibly this is the universe's way of protecting you and urging you to get the help you need now-perhaps that is why Chris's move is happening so much quicker...my best friend online has been offline more than on recently and it is a real struggle for me most days but she is trying to get settled into a place that both her and I know is better for her so I need to hold her close and yet let her go all the while reminding both of us on how we feel-I am sure Chris will never forget you just like we never will*kisses*

[PandieCandii]

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[Barbed Wire Butterfly]

Cands.. I know you probably don't want to hear from me on this.

I have two thoughts that keep me going. That's all I need.

1. Oxygen was made to breathe, I was made with lungs.

2. We all need a little help sometimes. Even parents. ()

Not everyone can admit to needing it. I'm glad you can...

But I'm here as well...
I love you with all my heart. I'll be here for you the whole time. If you are having problems, you can also write me a letter. Spill it all out. And if you don't want to send it in the morning, you can burn it. But I'll be more then happy to read and respond. Plus. It'll give me a chance to mail you Alexa's birth pictures.

[Serena Serenity]

*smiles* Now that I can understand. I had a friend kind of like that, only without the kissing and what not. We were close and considered eachother family. He is my best friend and well, he went military and off to Texas actually. He is now married also. Though he moved about 2 years ago and just got married recently. Anyhow, I felt betrayed and hurt, but at the same time I knew things would always be the same with us. He came back for a visit and I swear it was like he never left. There was no awkward moment or anything. It felt as if I saw him only yesterday. So yeah, it won't change and he will always feel apart of you. *nods*