My life....today

[machiakaree]

well, Lately things have been interesting, I have been doing good in school, actually got invited to join the Collegiate National Honors Society, but then I got kicked out of class...because someone deleted all the work that I had doen for a presentation that is due tomorrow and then I hit him...so um yeah I got in trouble...but other then that it has been pretty good with my relationship, because the guy that I was having feelings for wont talk to me he found a new friend, and doesn't talk to me no more...but i am ok about it...I am beginning to think that if he is that quick to ditch me now, then whos to say that he wouldn't later right?? anyway, I have been having a very interesting time lately and pretty much every thing has been up and down...we got a decent tax return this year though, we got one check for 1,489 and are getting another for 4,300 so that aspect is doing good. I am praying that my car will be able to be fixed soon...but so far no luck...talk to you all laters! *hug type things*

I am having sever mental issue today, one of my roommates moved out called all kinds of agencies and stole my cell phone, I have no clue what i am going to do about it all, I just needed to get out what is going through my head. I have been trying to figure out what to do about every thing...I am going to go spaztic, I want to die, but i don't want to, I have lots to live for, I just can't handle the stress from everything...

[bird]

Hopefully if someone has the decensy they will return the phone. Highly doubtful...I would suggest completely cutting off that cell phone plan, and going with another. It may cost more, but it seems from your return of tax return, you can get a new one. Its another one of lifes obstycles, the stress being poured on you. All you can do is ride with it, but there are many other ways you can take that stress, and turn it into good. Go get some fresh air, escape life if only for 5 minutes.

[machiakaree]

Thanks for your support in the matter. That girl gave us back the phone though. After she called CPS and animal control, and the cops. she spread all kinds of interesting falcities about us and our children. Oh well though. Those that matter and those that know us know the truth, and that is all that matters, I have no purpose to drag this out and ruin my kids happiness for someone elses little games. I have been doing pretty well aside from all that I recently found out that I am pregnant again, that is very stressful, but exciting!! Also I have found out that a frind of mine and I are going to be going on a road trip this summer to meet up with a few friends of mine, and hang out! I passed all my classes this quarter, except one, I took an incomplete on, but I will be getting a grade for it at the begining of next quarter. I also had a huge party for my little girls second birthday, she had so much fun, though I can't say that any of the adults there did, but it wasn't for them!!

[machiakaree]

I am so tired. I found out a few days ago that I am having another baby that makes three for me and I am only 20, but we are excited. If it is another girl her name will be Tavi Elaine and if it is another boy it will be Jarrod Marty. but other then that we have no clue what is going to happen aside from having another one because niether of us agree with abortions or adoption. so umm yeah. aside from that I had my younger siblings here for a weekend, and made the stupid decision of letting them have a slumber party, so I had my 2 brothers and 2 sisters and each of them had 2 friends so I had tons of little 13 years old all over my apartment this week end, then my fiancee had his friend and his ild lady over for the weekend, and I was stuck entertaining a preppy type girl for the weekend. that was great I was supposed to be over at a friends house switching the front clip of her mustang and putting a new stereo in her other ford car thing, I think tha tit is a taurus...*thinks* yeah pretty sure.

any how, aside from not sleeping due to commotion all weekend and my allergies things are going great. I have all but one credit for my HOC certification, and will be starting at the Child and Adolesent clinic here making nothing at first then will be making about 13 an hour. so that perks things up too, cause then I will have a new sewing machine and all that and will be able to enjoy that again! and I will be making a new web site for people to buy my stuff. I make all kinds of stuff from cosplay costumes to costumes for plays, to evening atire, and regular or custom clothes!
I can't wait, I am also going to buy a bigger fish tank!!