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Post by Barbed Wire Butterfly on Feb 16, 2006 11:28:50 GMT -5
-Shakes with excitement..holdin' tax return papers-
Holy cow, Thanks to my little one. I get to get a new place. Not this dump... And I get to do it the way I want it done. ..That's right. Decorated the way I SEE FIT!!!
But.. This is a notice to you all. I'm movin', but I'm not takin' this trashy computer desk. So this computer will be in a box for alittle while until I can find a desk. However, I won't have the net for a long time. 'Til I get my bills into motion and I've settled. So I won't be online much after Mid March.
I didn't want to give a weeks notice like last time. Some people were hurt by it. But. I care about you all. So here's a couple weeks notice. ^-^
-Tips head a little and smiles, then goes back to addin' up figures-
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Post by Barbed Wire Butterfly on Feb 16, 2006 11:41:13 GMT -5
-She pauses in her figures and goes back..remembering something else.-
This may seem like somethin' you've read before...
You know the one you pass on the street? The one who looks happy all the time, but your eyes hardly ever meet?
The one who can stand up and say don't worry about it. I don't really want it anyway. Someone who says they aren't hurt or aren't saddened.
That person out there around the corner who is always doing somethin' clumsy but laughing at the embaressment. The one who is really social but held behind a curtain of uncertainty.
That's me. That's who I am. I'm not a hotel with a revolving door. I'm not a book with few pages. I'm like War & Peace-Long, never-ending..but hardly boring. I am spontaneous at times. Sometimes I act immature, but that's everyone.
I love to cook, bet you didn't know that did ya?.. My sister is mentally handicapp, and I'll be the first person to step in and become vocal/physical whatever the demand be.
I'm not a quiet person in my beliefs I just dont' express them openly.
-Turns a page for you-
You can't see how I am, you can't tell what I'm really feelin'. You can however, stick with me and talk. Eventually I'll let you know.
I was always told never to ask Why. Authority said otherwise. But I do, inside. I might not put it to word or text. But I do. I question everything.
Trust ...Is a whole sequel to the book about me itself. I trust some people, but never from the first moment. NEVER. But I don't deny them my help if they need it. I don't turn anyone away.
People sit around and tell me that I'm stuck up..prude..snobby.. Yeah..maybe..
But that's me. Love me or leave me the door is still there for others to come marchin' in on.
But on your way out, let me tell you one damn thing.. You will NEVER....find another girl like me.
No one..will ever make you feel the way you feel with me.. they can't fill that crevice, that I've claimed unknowingly. They can't shake the chipp I've placed in their brain.
You will never find someone who can be so bitchy, but for your own good. Someone who tries to reach out and shield herself the same way. It might be similar..
but I am me.. you are you....
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Pixie
Starbound Butterfly
faith and trust and pixie dust
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Post by Pixie on Feb 16, 2006 12:18:51 GMT -5
I am glad you reached out to me honey and I am so happy for you*hugs tightly*I'll miss you while you are gone but remember you are loved
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Post by Barbed Wire Butterfly on Feb 16, 2006 12:24:30 GMT -5
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