Post by Hallie on Oct 27, 2005 4:59:40 GMT -5
The house is empty.
Everyone is here...
My family...
Arguments fly again.
No peace... only tears and screams.
I can't find a quiet place.
I have to blast my stereo
To drown out the anger and hostility
Of a "Loving, caring family."
When will the sadness and misunderstanding end?
My life is full... yet there is a hole...
Somewhere in my heart where I cannot reach.
It hurts... a dull pain throughout my body.
I can't escape... but I don't want to.
I just wish I would cease and never recur.
I try to be positive.
My attempts are strong, but regrettably futile.
I cannot live like this much longer...
I must leave soon
Or be crushed by "Family problems."
What shall I do?
What can I possibly do to get away?
I am too frightened to leave.
Suicide isn't a factor anymore.
Or is it...
-©Hallie/Aryadna
Everyone is here...
My family...
Arguments fly again.
No peace... only tears and screams.
I can't find a quiet place.
I have to blast my stereo
To drown out the anger and hostility
Of a "Loving, caring family."
When will the sadness and misunderstanding end?
My life is full... yet there is a hole...
Somewhere in my heart where I cannot reach.
It hurts... a dull pain throughout my body.
I can't escape... but I don't want to.
I just wish I would cease and never recur.
I try to be positive.
My attempts are strong, but regrettably futile.
I cannot live like this much longer...
I must leave soon
Or be crushed by "Family problems."
What shall I do?
What can I possibly do to get away?
I am too frightened to leave.
Suicide isn't a factor anymore.
Or is it...
-©Hallie/Aryadna
