Pixie
Starbound Butterfly
faith and trust and pixie dust
Posts: 335
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Post by Pixie on Oct 27, 2005 0:59:17 GMT -5
Most people will probably recognise the name....one that is a combination of nicknames given to me since I had started going to ec...both names that I wish I could live up to what they stand for......but I cannot fly like either of them.....I am too afraid to trust that if I fall there will be someone to catch me because so often in my life I have been let down...and yet I am the one that will try to give completely of myself no matter what it costs me so no one else ever needs to experience that....I try to hide my pain under endless chatter....but generally if I become very silent and withdrawn it is a sign I can no longer cope......and I also think I am unworthy of anyone's help......those of you that also know me know I try to avoid being me at all costs......so I am going to try to learn how to fly and be me here.....http://dingo.care2.com/pictures/c2c/profiles/64/640/028/640287923_150.jpg
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Post by Alexandrea on Oct 27, 2005 6:29:17 GMT -5
Sometimes all the pain and disappointment in life are there for a reason, though when it occurs we are sure that it is simply the world being cruel. That these things have no meaning. But as much as it hurts, perhaps all the hurt you have felt in the past has happened to you for something in your future. All those failures, all those times when people let you fall. Perhaps they all happened to prepare you, to help you to appreciate those in your future who will be there to catch you when you fall and carry you when the currents of life make it too hard to go on. It is nice to meet you and welcome to Razorblade Butterfly
~The Birdwing Butterfly~
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Pixie
Starbound Butterfly
faith and trust and pixie dust
Posts: 335
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Post by Pixie on Oct 28, 2005 0:32:42 GMT -5
I have been told that so often.....and I used to believe that....I used to believe that maybe I had something to offer others from what I have learned from my own suffering.....now I just believe I am an annoyance to anyone....but not truly being able to say no to anyone that asks I accepted this invitation....and I am sorry for being so down.....*curls up in tears*
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Post by PandieCandii on Oct 28, 2005 0:47:52 GMT -5
~*~this response has been deleated by Candii-Lynn~*~
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Post by Serena Serenity on Nov 7, 2005 19:41:22 GMT -5
*snuggles Pixie* Welcome hun. I'm so glad to see you here. You know I'm here if you need me hunny. I'm just an IM away.
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Pixie
Starbound Butterfly
faith and trust and pixie dust
Posts: 335
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Post by Pixie on Nov 8, 2005 1:23:54 GMT -5
*just silently shakes her head as she curls up alone in her corner*
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