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Post by Hallie on Oct 31, 2005 18:42:48 GMT -5
Reminds me of my situation with my son. Tearjerker.
Soon You'll Come Home[/u] Performed by Lana Beeson
All I have is a picture in my mind how it would be If we were together Let's pretend that you're far away Let's say you write to me And you promise in your letter That you'll come home Come home to my heart When you come home We'll never be apart If I keep dreaming of you Start believing it's true Soon you'll come home Soon you'll come home Soon you'll come home To my heart
Soon you'll come home Home to my heart Soon you'll come home Home to my heart If I believe...
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Post by Hallie on Oct 31, 2005 18:45:23 GMT -5
Champaigne Supernova[/u] Oasis
How many special people change How many lives are living strange Where were you when we were getting high
Slowly walking down the hall Faster than a cannon ball Where were you while we were getting high
Some day you will find me Caught beneath the landslide In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me Caught beneath the landslide In a champagne supernova A champagne supernova in the sky
Wake up the dawn and ask her why A dreamer dreams she never dies Wipe that tear away now from your eye
Slowly walking down the hall Faster than a cannon ball Where were you when we were getting high
Some day you will find me Caught beneath the landslide In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me Caught beneath the landslide In a champagne supernova A champagne supernova
'Cause people believe That they're gonna Get away for the summer
But you and I We live and die The world's still spinning 'round We don't know why Why, why, why, why
How many special people change How many lives are living strange Where were you when we were getting high
Slowly walking down the hall Faster than a cannon ball Where were you while we were getting high
Some day you will find me Caught beneath the landslide In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me Caught beneath the landslide In a champagne supernova A champagne supernova
'Cause people believe That they're gonna Get away for the summer
But you and I We live and die The world's still spinning 'round We don't know why Why, why, why, why
How many special people change How many lives are living strange Where were you when we were getting high
We were getting high We were getting high We were getting high We were getting high
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Post by Hallie on Oct 31, 2005 18:47:13 GMT -5
Control[/u] Puddle of Mudd
I love the way you look at me I feel the pain you place inside Lock me up inside your dirty cage While I'm alone inside my mind
I like to teach you all the rules I'd get to see them set in stone I like it when you chain me to the bed There your secrets never shone
I need to feel you You need to feel me I can't control you You're not the one for me, no
I can't control you You can't control me I need to feel you So why's it involve
I love the way you rape my skin I feel the hate you place inside I need to get your voice out of my head Cause I'm the guy you'll never find
I'm faking all of the rules There's no expressions on your face I'm hoping some day you will let me go Release me from my dirty cage
I need to feel you You need to feel me I can't control you You're not the one for me, no
I can't control you You can't control me I need to feel you So why's it involve you and me
I love the way you look at me I love the way you smack my ass I love the dirty things you do I have control of you
I love the way you look at me I love the way you smack my ass I love the dirty things you do I have control of you
I love the way you look at me I love the way you smack my ass I love the dirty things you do I have control of you
I love the way you look at me I love the way you smack my ass I love the dirty things you do I have control of you
I need to feel you You need to feel me I can't control you You're not the one for me, no
I can't control you You can't control me I need to feel you So why's it involve you and me
You're not the one for me, no You're not the one for me, no You're not the one for me, no You're not the one for me, no
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Post by Hallie on Oct 31, 2005 18:48:37 GMT -5
Bullet With Butterfly Wings[/u] Smashing Pumpkins
The world is a vampire Sent to drain Secret destroyers Hold you up to the plains
And what do I get For my pain Betrayed desires And a piece of game
Even though I know I suppose I'll show All my cool and cold Like old Job
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
Someone once said What is lost can never be saved Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
Now I'm naked Not been nothing but an animal But can you fake it For just one more show
And what do you want I want to change And what have you got When you feel the same
Even though I know I suppose I'll show All my cool and cold Like old Job
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
Someone once said What is lost can never be saved Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
Tell me I'm the only one Tell me there's no other one Jesus was an only son, yeah Tell me I'm the chosen one Jesus was the only son for you
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
Someone once said What is lost can never be saved Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
Tell me I'm the only one Tell me there's no other one Jesus was the only son for you
And I still believe that I cannot be saved Yeah, and I still believe that I cannot be saved
I still believe that I cannot be saved And I still believe that I cannot be saved
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Post by Hallie on Oct 31, 2005 18:49:42 GMT -5
Everybody Hurts[/u] R.E.M.
When the day is long And the night The night is yours alone
When you're sure you've had enough Of this life Well hang on
Don't let yourself go Everybody cries And everybody hurts sometimes
Sometimes everything is wrong Now it's time to sing along When your day is night alone If you feel like letting go
When you think you've had too much Of this life Well hang on
'Cause everybody hurts Take comfort in your friends Everybody hurts
Don't throw your hand Oh, no Don't throw your hand
If you feel like you're alone No, no, no You are not alone
If you're on your own In this life The days and nights are long
When you think you've had too much Of this life To hang on
Well, everybody hurts And everybody cries And everybody hurts, sometimes And everybody hurts, sometimes
So, hold on, hold on Hold on, hold on Hold on
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Post by Hallie on Oct 31, 2005 18:51:22 GMT -5
It's Been Awhile[/u] Staind
It's been a while Since I could hold my head up high And it's been a while Since I first saw you
And it's been a while Since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been a while Since I could you
But everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've stretched myself beyond my means
It's been a while Since I could say that I wasn't addicted And it's been a while Since I could say I love myself as well
And it's been a while Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do And it's been a while But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
But everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've gone and fucked things up again, again
Why must I feel this way Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day
It's been a while Since I could look at myself straight And it's been a while Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been a while Since I've seen the way the candle lights your face And it's been a while But I can still remember just the way you taste
But everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem to be, I know it's me I cannot blame this on my father He did the best he could for me
It's been a while Since I could hold my head up high And it's been a while since I said I'm sorry
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Post by Hallie on Oct 31, 2005 18:52:35 GMT -5
Fall to Pieces[/u] Velvet Revolver
It's been a long year Since you've been gone I've been alone here I've grown old
Fall to pieces I'm falling Fell to pieces And I'm still falling
Every time I'm falling down All alone I fall to pieces
I keep a journal Of memories I'm feeling lonely I can't breathe
Fall to pieces I'm falling Fell to pieces And I'm still falling
Every time I'm falling down All alone I fall to pieces Every time I'm falling down All alone I fall to pieces
Every time I'm falling down All alone I fall to pieces
All the years I've tried With more to go Will the memories die I'm waiting
Will I find you Can I find you We're falling down I'm falling
Every time I'm falling down All alone I fall to pieces Every time I'm falling down All alone I fall to pieces
Every time I'm falling down All alone I fall to pieces Every time I'm falling down All alone I fall to pieces
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Post by Hallie on Oct 31, 2005 18:54:00 GMT -5
Undone - The Sweater Song[/u] Weezer
I'm me Me be Goddamn I am
I can Sing and Hear me Know me
If you want to destroy my sweater Hold this thread as I walk away
Oh no It go It gone Bye bye
Who I I think I sink And I die
If you want to destroy my sweater (woah oh woah) Hold this thread as I walk away (as I walk away) Watch me unravel, I'll soon be naked (lying on the floor) Lying on the floor, I've come undone
If you want to destroy my sweater (woah oh woah) Hold this thread as I walk away (as I walk away) Watch me unravel, I'll soon be naked (lying on the floor) Lying on the floor, I've come undone
If you want to destroy my sweater (I don't want to destroy your tank-top) Hold this thread as I walk away (Let's be friends and just walk away) Watch me unravel, I'll soon be naked (It's good to see you lying there in your Superman skivvies) Lying on the floor (lying on the floor) I've come undone
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Post by Hallie on Oct 31, 2005 18:55:31 GMT -5
Better Man[/u] Pearl Jam
Waiting Watching the clock It's four o'clock It's got to stop
Tell him Take no more She practices her speech As he opens the door She rolls over Pretends to sleep As he looks her over
She lies and says she's in love with him Can't find a better man She dreams in color, she dreams in red Can't find a better man Can't find a better man Can't find a better man, oh
Talking To herself "There's no one else who Needs to know" She tells herself, oh
Memories back When she was bold and strong And waiting for the world to come along Swears she knew him Now she swears he's gone
She lies and says she's in love with him Can't find a better man She dreams in color, she dreams in red Can't find a better man
She lies and says she still loves him Can't find a better man She dreams in color, she dreams in red Can't find a better man Can't find a better man Can't find a better man
She loved him, yeah She don't want to leave this way She feeds him, yeah That's why she'll be back again
Can't find a better man (can't find a better man) Can't find a better man (can't find a better man) Can't find a better man (can't find a better man) Can't find a better man
Oh yeah
Oh oh oh, oh oh Oh oh oh, oh oh Oh oh oh, oh oh Oh oh oh
Ah uh Ah uh Ah uh Ah uh
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Post by Hallie on Oct 31, 2005 18:57:07 GMT -5
Don't Speak[/u] No Doubt
You and me We used to be together Everyday together Always
I really feel That I'm losing my best friend I can't believe This could be the end
It looks as though You're letting go And if it's real Well I don't want to know
Don't speak I know just what you're saying So please stop explaining Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak I know what you're thinking I don't need your reasons Don't tell me cause it hurts
Our memories Well, they can be inviting But some are altogether mighty Frightening
As we die Both you and I With my head in my hands I sit and cry
Don't speak I know just what you're saying So please stop explaining Don't tell me cause it hurts (No, no, no)
Don't speak I know what you're thinking I don't need your reasons Don't tell me cause it hurts
It's all ending I gotta stop pretending Who we are
You and me I can see us dying Are we
Don't speak I know just what you're saying So please stop explaining Don't tell me cause it hurts (No, no, no)
Don't speak I know what you're thinking I don't need your reasons Don't tell me cause it hurts Don't tell me cause it hurts
I know what you're saying So please stop explaining Don't speak Don't speak
Don't speak, oh I know what you're thinking And I don't need your reasons I know you're good I know you're good I know you're real good, oh
La la la la La la la la La la la la
Don't Don't Uh-huh Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
Don't tell me tell me cause it hurts Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush Don't tell me Tell me cause it hurts
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Post by Hallie on Oct 31, 2005 18:59:08 GMT -5
Enter Sandman[/u] Metallica
Say your prayers, little one Don't forget, my son To include everyone
Tuck you in, warm within Keep you free from sin Till the sandman he comes
Sleep with one eye open Gripping your pillow tight
Exit light Enter night Take my hand Off to never never land
Something's wrong, shut the light Heavy thoughts tonight And they aren't of snow white
Dreams of war, dreams of liars Dreams of dragon's fire And of things that will bite
Sleep with one eye open Gripping your pillow tight
Exit light Enter night Take my hand Off to never never land
Now I lay me down to sleep Pray the lord my soul to keep If I die before I wake Pray the lord my soul to take
Hush little baby, don't say a word And never mind that noise you heard It's just the beast under your bed In your closet, in your head
Exit light Enter night Grain of sand
Exit light Enter night Take my hand We're off to never never land
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Post by Hallie on Oct 31, 2005 19:01:45 GMT -5
Crawling[/u] Linkin Park
Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing This lack of self-control I fear is never ending Controlling, I can't seem
To find myself again My walls are closing in (Without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced That there's just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before So insecure
Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real
Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me Distracting, reacting Against my will I stand beside my own reflection It's haunting how I can't seem
To find myself again My walls are closing in (Without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced That there's just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before So insecure
Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real
Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing, confusing what is real
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming (confusing what is real) This lack of self-control I fear is never ending Controlling (confusing what is real)
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Post by Hallie on Oct 31, 2005 19:04:01 GMT -5
Signs[/u] Tesla
And the sign says "Long hair freaky people Need not apply"
So I put my hair under my hat And I went in To ask him why
He said you looklike a fine Outstanding young man I think you'll do
So I took off my hat I said "Imagine that Me working for you"
Signs, signs Everywhere there's signs Fucking up the scenery Breaking my mind Do this, don't do that Can't you read the sign
And the sign says "Anybody caught trespassing Will be shot on sight"
So I jumped the fence And I yelled at the house Hey, what gives you the right
To put up a fence And keep me out Or to keep Mother Nature in
If God was here He'd tell it to your face Man, you're some kind of sinner
Signs, signs Everywhere there's signs Fucking up the scenery Breaking my mind Do this, don't do that Can't you read the sign
Oh, say now mister Can't you read You got to have a shirt And tie to get a seat
You can't watch No you can't eat You ain't supposed to be here
And the sign says "You got to have a membership card To get inside"
And the sign says "Everybody welcome Come in, kneel down and pray"
But then they passed around a plate At the end of it all And I didn't have a penny to pay
So I got me a pen and paper And I made up my own fucking sign I said, thank you Lord for thinking about me I'm alive and doing fine
Signs, signs Everywhere there's signs Fucking up the scenery Breaking my mind Do this, don't do that Can't you read the sign
Signs, signs Everywhere there's signs Fucking up the scenery Breaking my mind Do this, don't do that Can't you read the sign
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Post by Hallie on Oct 31, 2005 19:05:49 GMT -5
My Immortal[/u] Evanescence
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childhood fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating mind Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams Your voice has chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
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Post by Hallie on Oct 31, 2005 19:07:26 GMT -5
The World Is Not Enough[/u] Garbage
I know how to hurt I know how to heal I know what to show And what to conceal
I know when to talk And I know when to touch No one ever died From wanting to much
The world is not enough But it is such a perfect Place to start, my love
And if you're strong enough Together we can take The world apart, my love
People like us Know how to survive There's no point in living If you can't feel the life
We know when to kiss And we know when to kill If we can't have it all Then nobody will
The world is not enough But it is such a perfect Place to start, my love
And if you're strong enough Together we can take The world apart, my love
(Ah) I feel sick (Ah) I feel scared
(Ah) I feel ready (Ah) And yet unprepared
The world is not enough But it is such a perfect Place to start, my love
And if you're strong enough Together we can take The world apart, my love
The world is not enough The world is not enough
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Post by Hallie on Oct 31, 2005 19:10:14 GMT -5
One[/u] Creed
Affirmative may be justified Take from one give to another The goal is to be unified Take my hand be my brother
The payment silenced the masses Sanctified by oppression Unity took a backseat Sliding further into regression
One, oh woah The only way is one One, oh woah The only way is one
I feel angry, I feel helpless Want to change the world, yeah I feel violent, I feel alone Don't try and change my mind, no
Society blind by color Why hold down one to raise another Discrimination now on both sides Seeds of hate blossom further
The world is heading for mutiny When all we want is unity We may rise and fall but in the end We meet our fate together
One, oh woah The only way is one One, oh woah The only way is one
I feel angry, I feel helpless Want to change the world, yeah I feel violent, I feel alone Don't try and change my mind, no
I feel angry, I feel helpless Want to change the world, yeah I feel violent, I feel alone Don't try and change my mind, no
Woah oh, oh yeah Woah oh oh oh oh, oh yeah
I feel angry, I feel helpless Want to change the world, yeah I feel violent, I feel alone Don't try and change my mind, no
I feel angry, I feel helpless Want to change the world, yeah I feel violent, I feel alone Don't try and change my mind
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Post by Hallie on Oct 31, 2005 19:12:22 GMT -5
Wake Me Up When September Ends[/u] Green Day
Summer has come and passed The innocent can never last Wake me up When September ends
Like my father's come to pass Seven years has gone so fast Wake me up When September ends
Here comes the rain again Falling from the stars Drenched in my pain again Becoming who we are
As my memory rests But never forgets what I lost Wake me up When September ends
Summer has come and passed The innocent can never last Wake me up When September ends
Ring out the bells again Like we did when spring began Wake me up When September ends
Here comes the rain again Falling from the stars Drenched in my pain again Becoming who we are
As my memory rests But never forgets what I lost Wake me up When September ends
Summer has come and passed The innocent can never last Wake me up When September ends
Like my father's come to pass Twenty years has gone so fast Wake me up When September ends
Wake me up When September ends Wake me up When September ends
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Post by Hallie on Oct 31, 2005 19:15:17 GMT -5
Save Me[/u] Remy Zero
I feel my wings have broken In your hands I feel the words unspoken Inside When they pull you under And I would give you any thing you want You were all I wanted All my dreams are falling down Crawling round and round and round
Somebody save me Let your waters break right through Somebody save me I don't care how you do it Just save, save Come on I've been waiting for you
I see the world has folded in your heart I feel the waves crash down inside And they pull me under And I would give you anything you want You were all I wanted All my dreams have fallen down Crawling round and round and round
Somebody save me Let your waters break right through Somebody save me I don't care how you do it Just save, save Come on I've been waiting for you
All my dreams are on the ground Crawling' round and round and round
Somebody save me Let your waters break right through Somebody save me I don't' care how you do it Just save me, save me I've made this whole world shine for you Just save, save Come on I'm still waiting for you
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Post by Hallie on Oct 31, 2005 19:18:04 GMT -5
Last Resort[/u] Papa Roach
Cut my life into pieces This is my last resort Suffocation, no breathing Don't give a fuck If I cut my arm bleeding
This is my last resort
Cut my life into pieces I've reached my last resort Suffocation, no breathing Don't give a fuck If I cut my arm bleeding Do you even care If I died bleeding?
Would it be wrong Would it be right If I took my life tonight Chances are that I might Mutilation out of sight And I'm contemplating suicide
Cause I'm losing my sight, Losing my mind, Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Losing my sight, Losing my mind, Wish somebody would tell I'm fine
I never realized I was spread too thin Till it was too late And I was empty within Hungry feeding on chaos and living in sin Downward spiral, where do I begin It all started when I lost my mother No love for myself And no love for another Searching to find a love upon a higer level Finding nothing but questions and devils
Cause I'm losing my sight Losing my mind, Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Losing my sight, Losing my mind, Wish somebody would tell I'm fine
Nothing's alright Nothing is fine I'm running and I'm crying I'm crying I'm crying I'm crying I'm crying
I can't go on living this way
Cut my life into pieces This is my last resort Suffocation, no breathing Don't give a fuck If I cut my arm bleeding Would it be wrong Would it be right? If I took my life tonight Chancers are that I might. Mutilation out of sight. And I'm contemplating suicide.
Cause I'm losing my sight Losing my mind, Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebode would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright Nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I can't go on living this way
Can't go on Living this way Nothing's al...right
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Post by Hallie on Oct 31, 2005 19:21:18 GMT -5
Superman (It's Not Easy)[/u] Five For Fighting
I can't stand to fly, I'm not that naive I'm just out to find the better part of me I'm more than a bird, I'm more than a plane I'm more than some pretty face beside a train, and it's not easy to be me.
I wish that I could cry, fall upon my knees Find a way to lie about a home I'll never see It may sound absurd, but don't be naive Even heroes have the right to bleed I may be disturbed, but wont you conceive Even heroes have the right to dream, and it's not easy to be me.
Up ahead, away away from me Well it's all right, you can all sleep sound tonight I'm not crazy, or anything.
I can't stand to fly, I'm not that naive Men weren't meant to ride with clouds between their knees I'm only a man in a silly red sheet, digging for Kryptonite on this one way street Only a man on this one way street looking for special things inside of me.
I'm only a man looking for a dream I'm only a man in a funny red sheet, and it's not easy.. It's not easy to be... me.
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